The first lover I met through nerve. The use of this card is subject to the terms of your Cardholder Agreement. First I channeled the creativity I would have used to become a mom into my sexuality, and then I channeled it into writing Gif Women Getting Pizza Delivered memoir. Sorry, your blog cannot share posts by email. Sign up for a card today at Dekivered. Many people will find this hard to understand, but, as the door to motherhood closed, I found myself rushing towards this whole other outlet of heightened female experience — taking lovers. I was an Italian, meat-eating, busy magazine editor.